Help wanted...........................

I woke up in a cold sweat and a full-on panic at three this morning. I am not sure I can do my eighteen mile run this Friday morning.

Of course I can physically complete it, but it is the timing thing. My youngest has a first shift job now so she leaves the house early. (my) Mister has some stupid (don't tell him I said that) class that he has to attend on Friday so his schedule is not flexible for that day like it usually is.

I should be worrying about later in that same day, when I need to head out for a four plus hour drive to Chicago to take a continuing education class since I am still not 100% sure I have the OP care covered for that either, but apparently running is my top priority.

I finally got myself back to sleep with the thought that I will borrow that headlamp thingy (my) Mister has and just start my run at three or four in the morning.

I know that everything will work out just the way it is suppose to. It just never hurts to ask friends for positive thoughts that I will be okay with the way things unfold, and be able to avoid the negative, self abuse talk that I tend to revert to when life's path gets a bit bumpy. I love to point out to myself how I let myself down, and how I could have been more perfect. I can be such a bitch to myself, and I am really trying to let all that junk go. So think positive thoughts for me regarding these behaviors please. Thanks so much!

P.S.
A big shout out to KATE on a new PR. You are a star Kate! Huge congrates to you!